I dont want u to go to work at night

    Tonight when daddy tried to sleep with Lawrence, he broke down and cried out. His daddy tried to calm him down, but he can’t.

    Half an hour later,L was still crying, so I stepped inside and interfered. 

     “Why don’t u want to sleep with dad?”

     “Because i dont want. I want him to go to work at night. I want to let him to go to work at night.” As I was trying to understand what he said, he was probably figuring out how to express himeself in a right way but he was too excited and crying. “I dont want daddy to to work today, not tonight.”

     Usually i knew it was not encouraged to give him the right words and sentences he wanted, but I cant control and repeated, “Because u dont want papa to go to work at night? U dont let him go to work in the evening, right? So u want daddy to go to work in the daytime, not in the evening, right?”He nodded. “There is typhoon outside. It is very dangerous. It will blow daddy up and down,so I dont want u to go to work at night.”L grabbed his dad’s shirt and buried his face in his shoulder.

     I felt terrible for I probably implied to L that I hated his father’s job because he was always absent at night. And i told him that typhoon will blow people up and down if they dont lie down at night. But i never thought L will bear them in his mind and keep thinking about them and even sulked.  

Recently he went back to the condition that he wanna talk in english but he found sometimes he cant express himself clearly and he will switch to Chinese.

     Hope everything will be fine soon.

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U can try.

Today I misread a word ended with t, but Lawrence didnt follow me and read it correctly ended with K.

He said two sentences with the collocation so! Finally!